This part of my brain was totally right. There are seasons in everyone's lives, and I am not currently in a season where I can commit to these kinds of resolutions. I'm not in a position to start a new exercise program right now, much as I'd like to. I know that I could try to commit to writing for 20 or 30 minutes every day, but I honestly don't have that time to spare without taking more time from my two-year-old and my husband. So, as I watched #nerdlution after #nerdlution pass through my Twitter feed, I gave up on the whole idea. "I can't do this," I thought.
But the idea wouldn't let go. I got thinking about what this would mean in my classroom. Sometimes I like to think of my Twitter PLN as a big class--we are a diverse group with different learning styles and different ideas who have come together by building our community and sharing books. That pretty well reflects my first grade class as well. What would happen if I asked my first graders to set goals? Would I encourage them to set the same goals, or would I differentiate, helping each student to set a goal that worked for her, that pushed her to a new level? I would never accept "I can't do this" from a student. I returned to my resolutions to see how I might differentiate for myself.
In reading through the #nerdlutions, I saw patterns. Most people were choosing two resolutions, one having to do with improving health and one having to do with leading a more literate life (through reading or writing). I started thinking about what I could commit to daily and feel fairly confident about experiencing success. Here's what I came up with:
- Drink more water each day. I know, this sounds totally simple. However, I'm not good at hydrating throughout the day, and the health benefits of this one are myriad.
- Write a haiku every day. I want to live the life of a writer, but I also know that time is precious. I wanted a writing #nerdlution that I could do on my lunch break, or while I'm cooking supper, or quickly before my daughter wakes up in the morning. Haiku are one of my favorite things to write. (I got a reputation for writing snarky ones in some of my less-interesting undergrad classes.) They are also kind of a gateway drug--I think that the more I am thinking like a writer, the more I will write. Whether this means in some kind of a notebook or more blog entries, I don't know, but we'll see where it leads. For now, I'm committing to a daily haiku.
So, I'm in. Thank you, Twitter PLN, for giving me a push once again. Only the Nerdiest among us set resolutions going into one of the craziest times of the year, but we're in it together. Here's the first of my 50 haiku.
Fifteen syllables a day.
I can handle that.
P.S. I drank half a glass of water while I wrote this post. I've totally got this.